Jones=no perspective.....(!?)

Normally I should write something about my baby in the headline because he was born in this chapter but their were other things that bother me more.Ok,let's start at the beginning!Alicia was in labour and after they got worse we went into the hospital..but before we arrived their we sat 10houres in a taxi and I was really scared if we got a "bus-baby".Further 10 houres later Roof was their..suddenly I was a father ,I could always imagine the situation but in real it was more than words can say:)..My mom came too and talked with Alicia and asked here "mother-things"..and the strange situation was that Alicia explaned the things to my mom and not the other way round!In this moments I feel useless..it was ok that everybody was centred on Roof but wasn't this baby the reason that I could't live my life and weren't allowed to skate and now on the top nobody was intressed in me....That was and definitely is depressing...and you are the only one who knows it!With who should I talk...no one would understand me even you maybe can't..Back to the reason of my headline!Andrea argue with my mom about the second name of Roof!And what Andrea said hurt me ,really!!!I thought that she accept me and not see me like the description at page234 l.14-18 <-----From here perspective Jones are like bungler...ok Andrea I could discripe you too, but it is better for Roof if I do not say such things about his Second Grandma!...That's enough for today ^^
See you..
Sammy:)

Shut up Sam...

Hey guys,maybe you think:"What the hell should mean the headline of this blog"!Yeah...in chapter13 I find out many things which I knew before.However I could not say "Yes I know",because no one would trust me and it sounds very odd,doesn't it?They would laught at me, so it was the best to shut up and be Uri Gella (:D).An other strange experience was the talk with my mom about her and my baby.Do not laught that is not funny that I have got a pregnant Grandma...I'm sure that our family is the only on earth were this situation is real!!Can you imagine that your mom is pregnant when your wife is pregnant..Unthinkable,but you just know strange things from me don't you (:D).Besides I said to my mom that OUR kids could be friends and in this moment I really take it seriously!Finally you can say that this chapter was very odd,like my whole life but when Roof is born it will all work like a carm (I'm optimistic,I knew..)!Perhaps my better side(TH) will help me...we'll see..
Sammy :)

Whizzed again!

Yeah it's true,TH wanted to show me again the future..Why?I do not know.You could trust me at the beginning it was too much for me.I'll have a little sister.OK,normally it's strange because your mother is circa 40-50years old but my mom is in a good age to have a baby.So actually it isn't odd but for me it is !!Emily was great in the "future" so cute and nice!I'm reallly looking forwards to spend time with her when she is born!(Besides it was surprising for me that Mark lived with us in our house but it was so unspectacular that I didn't give some thoughts to such "little" things)I've learned from my first "WHIZZ",so I tried to focus on the main points!However one thing in the "future" mad me miserable.Alicia and I did not live together.On the one hand I was happy because I did not want to live with Alicia in her room,BUT in my real life I nearly cope with the whole situation an of course with Alicia.MAybe there would be some little little feelings for her.But why should I ty to life with Alicia together when I defenitely know that we will not life together and we will not be together anymore.Wants TH say this to me?....(1.)"Sam doesn't get involved with Alicia because you can't change the future...OR...(2.)"You see what happend if you doesn't change something.Hurry up and life with who and where you want. It's Your Life"!!! Yeah I take the second one!! I create my own life !!!!!
See you soon
Sammy:)

Thank's mom !

In this chapter I didn't feel so much.It was more than planning for the future.At on evening I ate with Alicia,Robert(the owner of Springfield nuclear reactor :D)and Andrea.Guys I can tell you I definitely know how Homer feels when he must go into Mr Burn's office.Alicia's house is nearly the same....Back to the main point,Alicia and I, actually Alicia,wants to life with me together in her house with her parents!At the moment her parents get this to know they weren't so happy.Both of them try to prevent it,but my girlfriend didn't change her mind!So Alicia,Robert and Andrea discuss that we should't sleep in one bed.What the hell,we had sex in this bed often times and now Alicia's parents want to forbid us slepping there together?That's funny,isn't it?Besides I've met Rubbish,and he showed me,without knowing it,what a perfect life he had!!!Back at home my mom tells me that Alicia's mom had called!(So I knew that my mom knew everything about Alicia's plans to share a flat with me).My mom said that this wasn't a good idea and after she named the reasons,I knew she was right !The question is,how could I tell Alicia that I don't watn to life with her together in her house?If you have a good answer,write it as a comment under my blog!
Sammy :)

List from the NCT-classes

1. I'm not free anymore!
2. be togehther with Alicia for my whole life!
3. I can't become what I want to,so I'm the same guy like everyone else in my family!
4. --->Bad job
5. --->Poverty!!
6. No free time !!
7. make sacrifices!(many many many many many....)
8. must be rationally!
9. childhood is over !!
10. taking responsibliliy!

Sammy :)

It's a new life, isn't it?

Chapter 10 was very exiting for me...especially the first-(new)kiss with Alicia,see my baby with the scan and of course the NCT-classes...but their were also reactions, I wasn't so glad to here from.You know the situation when you have a "new" girlfriend and at the first day in school everybody comes to you and says things like:"I've heard you've got a new girlfriend....."(you know what I mean). And all these positiv feedbacks from the pupils were in fall negativ,because in our society it's bad,irresponsible and beastly to get a baby with 16.All pupils (and people)know the situation from the media, but if they come in contact with it,the people run away like little childs form bees!(No Joke)...It's sad but this is the Reality!!Anyway.. there aren't just bad news.For example the "trip" to the hospitel,to look if OUR baby is ok!Really it was...amazing to see my baby swimming in Alicia(:D).At the way to the hospital I thought:"This little thing in Alicia's stomach couldn't make me smile,but IT could :)!!I'm 100% sure that you think"ohh.. what a softy".If I haven't seen it,Iwould agree you but this moment had a touch of being glad.Not like yeah I produced this baby but like how could I say this...see a little and healthy human in Alicia's stomach.Whenever I look at the photo from the scan I'm very happy and get a little bit nervous!Tomorrow I'll show you the list from the NCT-classes!
See you
Sammy :)

Ps: That's the photo of Our Baby :)

Does the baby wants to come on our world?

I know that the question at the top is definitely not the right thing to describe the situation, but it's easier for me to give the choice to (I/T)...to my baby!It's quite plain to me that this is bull shit because he/she comes ,if everything goes normal,without be asked whether Pierre-Luc wants to come on this cruel world.However,I hope this answer you the question whether I want to keep the baby! It's not like OMG I'm soo happy to be a father but...I slowly get along with this situation.Besides I have no other possibilities because Alicia wants this baby and I must accept it.You all know(if you read the book) that I grew up without a father at my side and so I see it like my duty to stay to my (SORRRRRY ALICIA) OUR baby!It's obviously the best to take resonsibility and to be sensible!!Otherwise I would't be better than my dad.And I had never forgiven him for what he did.So,Yes we keep the baby and try to do the best out of IT.

Sammy :)