Hey fans (:D)
Today I want to tell you something about my relationship with Alica!The first weeks were great and I enjoyed the time with her!(Also because of the sex),and I really thought that I "LOVE" her!!After 3 weeks I had another opinion!I get borded of Alica,because we just have sex and don't do something else. At the beginning this wasn't a problem for me because I was content just having sex!However, a relationship is more than sleeping with each other!You should help your partner if he/she has problems,respect your partner,support him/her and the most inportant thing is TALKING!!These very important things were missing in our relationship!It was onesided and I didin't know what to do !That was the reason why I didn't visit Alica every day because I hoped it would be better...
Another problem was,Alica wanted to control me,to give up skating mates, my whole "old" life !It was right, I wanted to have a girlfriend who sleeps with me but I also wanted living as well!Should I focus my whole life only on Alica !?NOO, that isn't my definition about life!!And she had to notice it!!Finally I played with the thought to break up !Although I could not leave her,MAYBE SHE WILL GET A BABY FROM ME AND I DON'T WANT THAT THIS CHILD HAS THE SAME DESTINY LIKE ME!!!What should I do ??? I talked to TH but he could't help me, too!
Sammy
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hey sam...
ReplyDeletei'm accidently on your blog. and what must i read? you're not happy with our relation-ship? why can't you say this...why couldn't you say that you miss important things like talking? you say you miss talking in our relation-ship. but you not even say this to me? so it isn't only my fault...
sorry, you understand that i want you to give up skating.but it isn't so. i only wanted you to spend most of time you've have with me. that doesn't mean that you have to give up skating...i want you to be happy. :)
love alicia