Normally I should write something about my baby in the headline because he was born in this chapter but their were other things that bother me more.Ok,let's start at the beginning!Alicia was in labour and after they got worse we went into the hospital..but before we arrived their we sat 10houres in a taxi and I was really scared if we got a "bus-baby".Further 10 houres later Roof was their..suddenly I was a father ,I could always imagine the situation but in real it was more than words can say:)..My mom came too and talked with Alicia and asked here "mother-things"..and the strange situation was that Alicia explaned the things to my mom and not the other way round!In this moments I feel useless..it was ok that everybody was centred on Roof but wasn't this baby the reason that I could't live my life and weren't allowed to skate and now on the top nobody was intressed in me....That was and definitely is depressing...and you are the only one who knows it!With who should I talk...no one would understand me even you maybe can't..Back to the reason of my headline!Andrea argue with my mom about the second name of Roof!And what Andrea said hurt me ,really!!!I thought that she accept me and not see me like the description at page234 l.14-18 <-----From here perspective Jones are like bungler...ok Andrea I could discripe you too, but it is better for Roof if I do not say such things about his Second Grandma!...That's enough for today ^^
See you..
Sammy:)
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Hey Sam!
ReplyDeleteI understand that you say you're depressed but when you are depressed than I'm allowed so say that I'm seemingly dead. I look badly and for the next 18 ore maybe even more I have to take care for Roof?! You can do it like every other unresponsible-minded man in the world. You can run away from your problems. Nobody would say something when a dad would run away. But when a mum runs away than complety everyone would talk about you. So don't say anything about not living you're live anymore, okay?
However,I can understand that you are angry with my mum because she said this bullshit, but please don't be too angry. I think she didn't think about what she'd said. And please don't say that she's the SECOND grandma. Your mother and my mother are both first grandmas!
I didn't said that your life isn't messed up but unlike my life your life is perfect. You have a chance to become someone. But me?- No one wants a sixteen-year ofl girl that has already a baby!!
ReplyDeleteAnd Sam, proberbly I unterstand you! I'm in the same situation. And yes it's not easy. But please put yourself in my place...
However, I don't want to have a new row with you, above all not because such a stupid situation. :)
Yeah you are right..I am sorry !!...Besides, don't worry Alicia,the money I earn will last for us !
ReplyDeleteOh honey, sometimes you are sooo sweet. ♥
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