After I woke up I was sooo happy to be back but after I calm down,I realized that the present was as bad as the future...Yesterday I told you that Hastings was an alternative and you could maybe imagine that this was the next step to get out of My Life.Yeah it's silly and the situation would't be better but I had no other ideas.I let my pregnant (Ex)-girlfriend at home and run away..that's odd unfair and coward but for ME in this current situation, it was the best! At first view,when I arrived in Hastings,I saw a little boy playing golf with his family...without having any troules!Why could my life doesn't be the same!?Should I be punished my whole life because of one fault!?In these moments I could't answer these questions,but I want to be as happy as the little boy! All in all I want to be him, just untroubled!):.....To be a little more free,I threw my mobile phone as far into the water as I could!Perhaps it helped me to think about my future or just because I ever want to throw a mobile phone into the sea (:D).After I chilled two hours I noticed that I need a job to live in Hastings..I asked and asked and finally an old unkind man offered me a job as his personal "darkie"...When I met him the first time he said:"Hey young lady", and other stupid comments!This resulted in the following question: Which effect do I have on other people???Am I such a "pussay"!?Err...I don't want to have a answer on this(:D)Back to the main point,momentarily Hastings is a good place to hide, I had a job and nobody who bother me !!
See you soon.. Sammy :)
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