Being a father...No Problem !

Chapter 16 starts exactly like the "whizz" into the future(p.86),but it was different and I liked this "new" version of the future!Really,that gave me new courage and showed me that my way could not be the worst!I knew that it would not be easy but could you say me one thing in my life, after I slept with Alicia ,which was easy(!??)Meanwhile I cope with Roof very well.By and by I learned what it meant to be a good father.That was the most positive aspect, but because of this little baby Alicia and I only were focused on him.We just talked with each other if something happened with Roof.Till this moment I could abide the situation, but the day I went to college messed everything up.What would you do if anybody argues that your son/daughter is not your own one.In my case this situation became real, but there were other facts bothering me. For example that I always hoped that Alicia wasn't pregnant and/or that this child would not be my one....This situation was not easy for me especially to accept that my life would mix up..and than a guy from my college came to me and explaned, that Roof was his son!Their was no other possibility to beat him up.After this,the common feelings came back and a part of me hoped again, that Roof was not my son.I faced Alicia with my thoughts(Afterwards it was definitely wrong),and she started crying like she always did if we had problems!That was horrible for me, because you could not discuss with her when she cryed.Maybe that was the aim of "crying" but it nerves!!Besides we talked about our perspectives in life.Alicia always wanted this "perfect family",with no problems.Just unrealistic stuff.Furthermore I regreted that I supported her thought about being a model!(that was years ago :D) We tried to eliminate our conflict and after many houres,too many houres,we were in peace again.
Tomorrow I will tell you something about my meeting with Dad and my way back home!
Sammy:)

Ps:That's a photo of my fight...it looks like a woman-bottom but it is mine... :D:D trust me