Dad,thank you for your support

I was very suprised when my dad asked me to go out.First I thought he just wanted to show me that you could get alcohol easier with a little child in a pram than without...but their was more.Before dad arrived I talked to TH and he told me sth. about his dead dad.In the pub,my dad and I started the conversation and I felt that he wanted to put something across to me.My dad reported about the time where I was this little teenager-baby.Thereafter he explained that they were in the end just brothers and sisters and were only focused on me.(If you read my last blog,you could see some similarities to dad's information).Afterwards he slowly got to the point, that I have no chance to live together with Alicia no matter who I am or with whom I have got a relationship.Furthermore I should not let me "kill" from my own baby!!At the beginning I did not get what he wanted to say to me and it really pissed me off.However,after a while I got it!!That was incredible, but my dad worried about me and hoped that my life would be better than his one.That made me feel better because I did not know this behaviour!!After I went home ,Alicia and I argued about little things like every day.Throughout the conversation with my dad ,he removed the scales from my eyes and helped me to have an objectiv view of my realationship with Alicia.This was an other reason why I left her room.Alicia thought that I went to my mom, because I had a cold and in my opinion it was the best not to change anything!Back home I missed Roof,just Roof!Besides I was really pissed off,because I did not have time for skating the last few weeks.That fact also showed me that I could only live for Roof or for Skating...and in this periode of my life Roof was all the world for me!!
See you soon
Sammy:)

Ps: This is a picture of my father with the pram! :)