It's the best to be true !

Chapter 19 was like a sum to give you some extra information about my life and my family.Emily was born in the same hospital as Roof.Mom and Mark are still a couple... and you could see how relieved they were after Emily was born.However Mark joked about the age of Emily,because she was only5 minutes old and she's got already a nephew who is older than her.My mom couldn't laugh about Mark's joke and tried not to be angry.After this we talked about our family constellation and I became aware that it's my mother's earning that I get to the person who I am today.This fact made me happy and guys... she did not make a bad job,did she (:P)?I was asked,how it goes with Alicia.Yeah,the realtionship to her was and will always be very difficult!To be honest I slept with her again,but not because I love her!Alicia was just so sexy and the drive was too big!Of course Andrea got wind of this.OK,I must say that we did it in her brother's bed!(:D)Afterwards I've got more problems than before,like every time I had have sex!First Andrea came in and was very angry and secondly I thought that Alicia still loves me (>.<)!Andrea,Alicia and I talked about the event and I was just honest.The first time I told the truth and told Alicia that I didn´t love her,in a way she could absorb it !The last interesting thing I want to explain you is the following.You know,that I gave my life marks out of ten and it was "just" a three.The reason is,that I really manage everything with Roof OK up to good but how can I give marks for my life?I do not have a personal life.Sam Jones is a person who has to care for so many things.There is no place for MY life !And when my son is 16 and I do not know what to do in my free time ,I am sure there is a lot to look after!
Sammy :)


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